So BEN Drowned returned and naturally, I decided I'd give this account a look back over, mostly into its storage and it gave me a blast from the past. A lot of memories I've kind of tucked away and forced myself to forget. I feel bad because there are comments from people I don't recognise anymore. I certainly don't remember how to navigate this website anymore. It's changed drastically.
I'm really tempted to start posting stuff I've drawn for the new arc on here, but I know that everyone I knew then is either gone or I don't remember them anymore. Maybe if they are still here, I may be able to jog my memory, but. Between 2012 and now, so many things have happened that I can't squeeze into a journal that has gone way outside of the scope of a therapist and escalated outside of the help of a psychologist and is now in need of the help of a specialist. Sadly, these events have kind of forced me to lose a lot of my memory; not just of bad things but of important positive milestones too. But you guys aren't therapists, psychologists, or specialists, so I'll spare the details.
I've ended up back in a Discord group that Jadusable made around the BEN Drowned community again who are all very lovely people. I'm glad to be in a community again that's been as accepting as this.
If anyone is still here, I'd love to show the stuff I've made. Might even change my name back to "DekuElegy".
Edit:
Right. That's a really dumb rule.